My blog is usually a happy place for me to come. To share bits of the good stuff that happens in our daily lives.
Today is not a happy post.
Steve suffered from anaphylaxis last night and I cannot describe the absolute horror and pain I felt when I saw him collapse unconscious.
He scared the hell out of me. He scared the hell out of himself.
You want to know what I did in my panic stricken state? Scream at him to get up and shake him.
I have this horrible guilt. Why the hell didn’t I firstly ring 000?
Maybe when it’s the person you love most in the world, you can’t really think clearly?
Guilt aside, he is ok now, shaken, as we all are. But ok. Although now they have found he has an irregular heartbeat and are looking at that.